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Yes I got to admit to feeling s of being depressed and paranoid that I not allowed to be me it comes from a place deep inside that has affected me all my life.When I was at junior school I was kept back a year along with a guest whose name i have forgotten.I was told it was due to not playing attention during maths.This was back in the 70s but I feel I have spent my life proving myself which can cause my anxiety to flair up to point of being verbally aggressive and prime to hitting a wall .No I make no excuse s just wanted you to know how things can affect you in later years.