Am i Zombie .

NO not flesh eating monster but person not allowed to  show emotions.I seems weird statement but sometimes i feel this way in my head.This normally when for no reason or perhaps like sponge soak feelings up until full .i self destruct -nasty verbally aggressive .The Zombie is due to the massive guilt afterwards as feel unable too show emotions due to upset or scare people ,Zombie is i.i am z Zombie.