Expected life change

Expecting some life changed soon due too fact my wife Enid is in hospital due to stomach wounds infected since Wednesday last week .She has had three operations so far to remove infected skin and have a vacuum dressing out on.Possible may need to go to a nursing home for respite care for a couple of weeks or a couple days a week .It's the lonely feeling inside i find the hardest to deal with and empty space and quietness ,I dealing with the situation by living day by day .Today Tuesday 3 April 2018 is when I should know what is going to happen i feel edgy.let's hope for the best case scenario.