I AM TOO BE AVOIDED?

Yes i have become the person you  like  to  avoid, the loner who talks too much  or sprouts  rubbish or the  nutter  on the  bus,when did thid happen  i don't  know  but its hard to be not myself, ,a bit weird  and manic  as i have been this way for years. Friends  are not many  due to be being  this way but as my tattoo  says no matter what ... I am what  am your unsure of  me  i let  you decide what you wish to  do.