It starts with the body getting overwhelmed with anxiety ,the senses get heighten,heart speeding at a fast pace,everything becomes irrationally,you feel like the world is against you .
The paranoid thoughts win the battle with the logical part of the brain ,their soldiers are left on the battlefield to rot.
No one understands why you get so dark and verbally aggressive and slam doors,feel so tense you feel the need to release it via putting your hand through glass to feel the sensation of pain as it releases all the above.
Yes I have had every talk theory,tablet or the part of me I hate and it Perhaps why I like a set routine to keep in check,maybe i use to defect .
I find I wish I never told people about my memory problem as I get treated as like I am not a capable human being this is why I reference @iamzombie.
No don't feel sorry or avoid me as most of the time the monster is sleeping,I think if it was not their I would not be me.
As the great man said I ams what I ams.
