WHAT WORK?

ITS STRANGE BUT AS I HAVE GOT OLDER I  INTO GET BACKTS SEEMS HARDER TO GET VOLUNTEER WORK AND EVEN WORSE FOR A REAL WORK.YES I HAVE DONE SOME SINCE MOVING TO HOLSWORTHY,--WAS A VOLUNTEER FOR 10 PLUS YEARS AND WORK 10 PLUS YEARS..ONE LASTED 6  WEEKS UNTILL I GIVE SOMEONE 10 POUNDS TOO MUCH CHANGE AND THEN INFORMED NOT REQUIRED ANYMORE ,SLIGHTLY HARSH?.THEN I APPLIED TO VOLUNTEER AT LOCAL IINK CENTRE DEALING WITH PEOPLE WHO NEEDED HELP ,,I HAVE AN N.V.Q 2 MENTAL HEATLH ,SPECIAL NEEDS,SO THOUGHT WOULD HACE NO PROBLEMS BUT STILL NO FORM TO APPY AFTER  FRIST INTERVIEW  4 WEEKS AGO.EVEN IF I DID  A REAL JOB NOONE WISHS ME TO DO PHYISICAL DUE TO USE A CRUTCH TO AID BALANCE DUE TO DISABILITY PLUS AM OVER 50 WITH 4 EARRINGS,10 TATTOOS.