Who's to blame?

For some time my wife Enid was being treated for ulcer like wounds on her hip she developed a stomach wound which at first small but got worse to point it was black and smelling and Enid was starting to get unwell.So we called out district nurses to check over and senior matron decide Enid needed to go into hospital at no point did a doctor come out to check her over.Whilst in hospital Enid had five operations in her stomach was put on a vacuum pump to help heal wound this was the second time happen as frist was for her hip ulcers.Enid was back for a week when wound look ed sore yet again no doctor who told over the phone needed to go back to hospital which she f2f but consultant was unhappy as told her that the district nurses could have dealt with it .Who do I blame all of them for failing to their duty and myself for not pushing it.

My Time Travel Theory By Mark Antony Raines aka Ghostman

This probably not a original idea i suspect others before me have had the same weird theory .I believe that when talking to someone in a different time zone i am traveling in past and present whilst speaking to them as example of i am talking to someone for a podcast at 7 pm est usa it's is midnight UK so I have travelled back in time to talk to them.Well that it for i am not clever enough to go forward with it hopefully someone will read this and be inspired to do more research.Ty from me mark

Life changes leave you unsure of yourself

Recently I have had a life changing experience not of any great deal on everyone's elses spectrum but enough to question myself.Due to my small vessel disease of the brain which effects my cognitive skills like memory I am getting slot more forgetful and experience times where I blank out this can lead me too get confused and  a i find it hard to control the panic i feel and the sense of self worth is not great as I am sensitive that my actions affect those around me becoming a bit of a chicken and egg situation.I feel uneasy going out unless I know we're i am going and plan ahead part of my OCD as well.I recently got myself all of a a mess due to overwhelm of not finding some papers concerning a form so I went ott had a real overdrive then the guilt trip takes over.I have decided to limit when I go out and keep more to myself plus any paperwork has been taken over .It is always difficult when you know you life is changing and you dislike what is happening but no control.

My Reply from number chosen from Angelic dubois medium a future guest on my podcast Holsworthy mark show

 Number 2 you have Chosen in the vibration I have receive this for you :  you are on a new road will help you with reinstate change but keep balance  reflection so you dont get taken for a fool ...My reply  to Angelic dubois medium ..yes you have got this quite right ..my new road is that my wife Enid is in hospital and when she comes home she will need Sid with washing /shower via a home assistants,extra district nurses visits,help in night to help prevent further pressure wounds.As for taken for cool yes happened a few times now I only believe what told when I cross check all the information I can .The following was after a chat with Angelic dubois as I hoping to do a live version of my podcast Holsworthy mark show with this lovely lady in which people Wii l be asked to pick a number between 1 to 9 and Angelic will reply in example above.Also this may be on facebook live as well at same time to make podcast interactive with audience.

I have been infected with a pandemic

In the name of research in have been  infected  with a pandemic  via a bbc app.I watched  a interesting  show on bbc 4..http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/p059y0p1..it was scary to see how fast a pandemic would  spread  in the UK and if happen  the number  would  be over 20 million  and over 800,00  deaths.So I like others havery download the BBC pandemic app to help gather information  which  could  help to the next pandemic  which is  only around the corner 

Yogapoo

What is Yogapoo well it's a way of picking up your 🐕 mess whilst striking a yoga pose.The person behind it is Rob Braddock who lives in Westward Ho Devon who came up with the concept as a fun way to keep fit  and pick up your dog's  poo.If you visit Westward Ho you will see a sign please start bending over and pick up your 🐕poo with a picture of a 🚺 doing a the yoga pose near some 🐕poo  ,so come and do yogapoo.