Money not for me

Money  money  must  be a rich man's world  but  not  for me. You  see i have  a severe o.c.d when it comes to  money.I once came close  to  throwing  my wages in the river by Bideford  long  bridge so since  then my wife  has  control over my money. If I get  anxious over  money  I become  very  agiated and verbally  aggressive so I then to not have  anything to do with it.