I would like to be me?

Am I a tin of spam that thinks it's human,or is it the other wa y around.All I seem to hear is don't do that if say th at.I am finding it harder to make an effort as I feel I am restricted I be told I am spam,bot,i f only I wish I did not have to make the leap of faith and give people a go .I am I know too hyper sensitive to be soaked in by all the bullshit I hear everyday.Every thing and body contradicts themselves all the time including the big social media viants.So you win I will just keep myself to myself..people at a distance.If I could I would not be here